i have bad dream
and got a feeling that something bad will happen
ON MY BIRTHDAY
i am just afriad of what is going to happen
and i do not wish to repeat it as past year
or this is really the fact
on my birthday
there is really a bad thing?
the feeling is really weird
it make me feel extremely moodless
for my outcoming birthday.
i dont expected much really
it a another bloodly 17 birthday i think.

today
slack at class
talk to jia hong
trying to knock some sense in his mind
then off i go for the workshop...
=))

after school stay back and do camp thing
till 4 plus
slack till 6 plus
bused home!

tml
working from 8am to 5 pm...
=)


i cant face it
i am afraid that i cant handle it.
getting stronger...