Aawwww~!

What can i do to become normal?
not to be alone?
how to be the person i want?


Did not went to school today~

Had a long chat with my Dad.
what he said was right.
I am running away from the problem
not solving it.

My thought is that when I am not in school
i felt very happy.
but when i a in school
is like going to a war.
Is not that i do not want to study
but then is just that i felt very uncomfortable having YOU
these ~~~
walking by me~
taking that nothing have happen?!?
Aww~
it make me want to vomit!

whatever is it.
I need to change my mind - set!
change change change...
stay on~

tml
going to school~
Oh Yeah~
"Like what the HELL!"
=.=''

Stop here~
Bye~!

I start to run away,
start to hide myself,
start to keep everything to myself
start to....