Getting back..

I can admire the beauty of the flower

but I fail in handle the flower.

Well,

Kind of being random

my first post of 2012

Valentine's day just past few hour ago.

This year isn't a good start.

stuff the happen to me impact me a lot

I just felt disappointed with thing that you said

but one thing i admire you for,

you still can take as nothing happen and come back?

WTF?

I have a hard time going through this

why you still can come back?

Everything I see you, it make me hate myself more

hate myself why will I fall for someone like you

I felt so unclean mentally.

add on, with the thought of friend?

Do I really have?

what hit me the most,

do you have any best friend around you?

My answer was a NO.

so it is my problem or their problem?

but most of the problem lies with me.

I can't return anymore.....

To protect myself, I learn to

Build wall against every single person

Emotionless

I have lost the feeling of touch.

I don't know what is love

I know what is money.

my life will always have an empty part.